1 --- I negate the exsistence of a higher being, I believe in myself.

2 --- Friends are all you have, never lose sight of that.

3 --- No 2 people are the same, with the exception of christians and mormons.

4 ---The next time you see someone wandering the streets looking straight into the air while he screams at god asking for him to keep the ford moter corp. from Monitoring his brain waves.. Just know that maybe he is having the most fufilling, inspirational conversation you will never have the chance to experiance. ( Terminal press )

5 --- I dont know why im writing all this, boredom was the catalyst that Fueled most of this bullshit.

6 --- If I were president, I would legalize the death penalty in public city schools for any tardy students. As for catholic schools, they'd be crucified. Mormons WOULD have their reproductive cut off, but unfortunatly we all know mormons are grown, not born.

7 --- Though Jay And Silent Bob strikes back was Kevin Smith's " sell out " movie, it was still one of his funniest.

8 --- If your still reading this, you obviously like what your hearing, which would make you eligible for some award I will at another time devulge the name of.

9 --- At this point, im just wasting space.

10 --- If any of you fuckers dont have nice things to say about my deviations, then gladly suck me off and swallow. Last thing I need is some emo kid telling me that my shit is tired.

11 --- That is all.

Well, things are coming back together in my life again. The pieces that I once thought I'd never get back are taking shape once again. Sure, the cracks and flaws will be noticable, but all I ask for is some closure. And from what I've gathered over the past few weeks, its hard to attain. For all whom wondered what exactly I was babbling about in my last journal, heres the jist of it -

1 --- I betrayed an awesome friend and someone who I claimed I " loved " in a way I didnt think possible. That betrayal has been the cancer in my body for the past 3 weeks and im begining to recover, but once again the cure is ways away from where I stand.

2 --- My mother began to abus alcohol once again. She relapsed after a 3 year run on the sober train. Shes doing better however, I havent seen any sign of abuse since then, but then again shes hidden it very well for the past 18 years of my life, on and off. This is a touchy subject for me, but I thought I'd answer any questions that people, such as may have had.

Well thats really it, nothing special. Just the story of my life, and well though I'll get better, it'll take time.

Most of my Deviations require you to view them fully in order to see the text and major details. So to fully appreciate my work ( if you'd wish ) please click them until full view comes up. Thanks

Hey everyone. Lately, I've had a block in terms of creating " art " So I had an idea that is directed more towards the newbs of Dev. If you'd like me to create user ID for you, simply message me with the title " DevID ", I'll get your SN and you can send me the pics. We'll talk about what exactly you want ect. And though I may not be good at PS, I'll try my absolute best to make you happy with the final result. Lates

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